the countdown begins...

i may or may not have started freaking out this morning. i woke up to the baby kicking me & it hit me...

i have 3.5 months until i am a parent. a mother. a life giver. a comforter. a consoler. a sheer & utter MESS. yes - that's right. 3.5.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

its this weird countdown b/c i'm BEYOND EXCITED but also BEYOND SCARED to death. there is no way to prepare for this! the nursery is beginning to fill up with goodies & everytime i put something new in there my heart beats a little faster. its amazing the anxiety level that is crossed with complete joy.

*deep breaths

i have nesting fever every other day. i keep rearranging stuff in our house. my poor husband can't ever find his clothes b/c i keep rearranging our closet and dresser. he told me today that it took him 15 minutes to find a towel the other day. oops! sorry babe. but to my defense we have a teeny tiny apt that we are trying to squeeze a bunch of new things in to. such a crazy time.

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i never knew it was possible to love someone so much never having met them. i can't wait to meet you baby girl.

24. 5 weeks